Enough bingeing. It's time to get serious, summer is just around the corner.
I was considering making tonight an Ana Night, but I'm so exhausted that it just isn't possible.
Today was unproductive. My costumes for the play (opening night is Friday... fuck) were finished tonight, they're huge. I look at them on the hangers and look at myself. I guess I really am that fat.
I've decided to give ABC another go. Why the fuck not, right?
500 tomorrow:
Breakfast: Cornflakes (45)
Lunch: 3 bites of whatever they feed us at the Courthouse (approximately 200? I'll know once they give it to us)
Dinner: Campbell's Soup-At-Hand Classic Tomato (120)
Total: 365, give or take. I may be able to eat a bit more for dinner.
I'm sick, yet again. I'm not allowed to have milk or dairy until Sunday (that means no chocolate, yogurt, cheese, milk, etc.), because I want my voice to be decent for the play.
I wish I had something interesting to say, that would spark millions of comments. I'm lacking in human interaction these days.
There, I said it. I'm a comment-seeking, superficial, attention whore.
At least I can own up to it.
I want a goddamn date for prom.
No, I want L to be my goddamn date for prom.
I can hardly see my ribs anymore. It's disgusting. Summer is THISCLOSE. And prom is EVENCLOSER.
Goddammit. I'm a poor excuse for a human being.
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i'll write you a comment :)
ReplyDeletei like comments too. lacking in interaction. especially from people who understand me.
you can do ABC! i believe in you.
xoxo, Ann