Binge monster won't go away.
Next three days are going to be fruits and vegetables only. And soup if I need it. Fuck. Nothing's on track. I'm such a fuckup.
Now, I know I'm in no way anorexic. Not even close, though I restrict, I binge often (fuckup). If I had to diagnose, I'd personally say ED-NOS (but it doesn't sound nearly as good as anorexia, does it?).
There's a girl at my school, my "friend".
Let's call her J.
She's such a fucking wannarexic, but she actually doesn't eat. She can't weigh more than seventy pounds, tops. She's the skinniest fucking thing ever, but it's not the kind of skinny I want to be. I want to be skinny like Adriana Lima or Kate Moss.
She literally looks like a skeleton.
Direct quotes from her:
"Oh, yeah... I have kidney failure. Because I'm anorexic, you know? But I just took my pills, so I'm fine."
"I had to go to the hospital... I passed out. You know, because I don't eat."
"Yeah, 'cause I'm anorexic!"
No fucking joke right now.
Don't you just want to slap her upside her fucking dumbass head?
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ReplyDeleteBecause my Mom has no kidneys and kidney failure is nothing to joke about.
But I would not normally say this.
I am drunk.
I am sorry.
It just bothers me - that people don't appreciate what they have.
It annoys me too. :)
ReplyDeleteHi, ugh yeh I want to slap her a little bit...I think it's the ease with which she says "anorexic"...I can't, I hate the word and I don't understand people who want to anorexic, it's not a great life. Anywhoo, interesting blog :) Take care, x
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry about the binging babe, but don't feel bad, technically speaking I would say the majority of us on here are EDNOS. But few of us admit it.
ReplyDeleteJ sounds really strange, she's really a wannarexic which is kind of stupid. If she was just skinny, whatever, but she's bragging about kidney failure? She's an idiot. I wanna be like a idk healthy skinny too!! My thinspo right now is AnnaLynne McCord!
Good luck babe!
XOXO,
Scarlet <3
she certainly doesn't carry a personality I would stereotype a girl with an eating disorder with. All of the girls I know on here tend to be secretive, embarrased by their disorder and ashamed of their habits. She doesn't sound like that... she sounds eccentric and attention seeking. Then again, if she's really not eating-she probably is disordered somehow, in which case, judging her on her actions or words is probably harsh and illigitimate. ...
ReplyDeletedw bout it. I know it doesn't sound as good... but i don't want to be anorexic and im not. I'm happy enough with a humble, though effective undiagnosed eating disorder.
Stay strong lovely