So I kind of like a sophomore, which is weird, because I hate younger kids (no offense if you're younger :]).
But that's not my point today.
My point is, I've been bingeing. I've binged two days fucking straight, what the hell man.
I dunno about you guys, but when I'm sick and feel like shit, all I want is potatoes and chocolate and cheese and milk. All together. On a plate. Maybe some crackers thrown in there. With some caramel sauce and lo-mein, and a fortune cookie to top it off.
And I digress.
@Heather; I concur. Let us commence the Emperor's-New-Groove-style wall-climbing? I'm going to do my best to fast tomorrow... Here's hoping. I want to be skinny, but...My only comfort ever has been food. Without it, I'm lost. Or so I thought. Now my only comfort is the scale going down.
Eating makes my heart hurt.
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ReplyDeletei kind of secretly love bingeing... i love the high i get after filling up the empty space after fasting, but its so not worth the aftermath :/
im fasting with you.
and im going to drink water, because i've been majorly dehydrated for way too long, which could be why i've been so out of control lately :/
but no more!
tomorrow will be the start of something beautiful.
i read on dancingthroughraindrops blog today something about how amazing it feels to drink icy water and feel it going down into a parched empty stomach...
i want that :(
i also want to not have a hurting heart :(
here's to fasting tomorrow!
stay strong girl, we can do this!
.... and hot toast with truckloads of butter and uncooked brownie mixture and salt&vinegar chips and then... aaaahhhh! I know how you feel..
ReplyDeleteBtw thanks for the comment on my post ;)
hang in there x
potatoes sound really good right now. But just think, skinny is going to feel sooo much better!!!
ReplyDeleteStay Strong!
I'm fasting too.
ReplyDeleteI got my metabolism moving and so now I'm fasting for another 24 hours minimum.