Do better.

So I'm actually going to be able to post this week, thanks to guest internet at the college I'm doing a week-long summer program at. I can't say I'm proud of what I ate today (2 grilled cheeses, a large cookie, a caramel macchiato, a caramel frappe) , but I'm proud of what I didn't eat (french fries, bagel, pizza, anything from McDonald's).

It's officially been a whole month (and a few days) since I last ate meat. I signed up to give blood on Saturday, so we'll see what happens, how my iron levels are (I've been bruising really easily lately, so I should get some raisins).

I want to be back at camp so bad right now it hurts.

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That was from yesterday. I didn't get to finish because it was late, and my roommate and I wanted to sleep.

Charr, don't worry about the whole pot thing too much. :] I'm not like my Skinny Annoying Friend, and I'm not going to turn into a huge pot head and get super-high all the time and be a nasty skank.
Plus the guys I smoke with wouldn't take advantage of me, I'm pretty much positive. One's married, the other has a girlfriend, his twin brother is trying to get another of our coworkers, and the guy I like I'm sure has no sexual interest in me.
Anonymous; thanks for reading my blog! And thanks for the congratulations- it's hard because the cook seriously puts meat in every single thing. I don't want to be an inconvenience, but when all I can eat is bread, and dessert, and carrots, life gets rough. I'm going to be so fat after this week though, there's nowhere to get healthy food. To answer your question, I don't find it difficult keeping my blog a secret. I use a different browser for my ED things than for the rest of my life (Firefox is ED, Safari is Normal Life), so I don't have to worry about clearing the history.
My computer is a laptop, too, so that makes life easier.

I'm addicted to a lot of new music, thanks to my favorite boys at camp (the guy counselors always have the best music, and they have sweet stereo setups. My cabin is the farthest away, and I can still hear their music blasting.

My favorite song right now is "Do Better" by Say Anything. I suggest you listen to it. It's really fucking inspirational.
"You can do better, you can do better. You can be the greatest man in the world."

I'm going to take a nap before my next class. Love you guys. I missed you all too. See ya later! :]