Saturday, July 10, 2010

Hey guys.

I missed you. I've been trying to read your blogs while doing my laundry and making lists of things I need, all in one day.
Hasn't been working too well.

I will not lie to you, my journal entry (yes, single entry this week) is pathetic. As is my weight loss (non-existent).
On Sunday of last week I was 155 (binge monster), after my 153 on Friday.
Today, after a mini-binge last night and breakfast this morning, I am 154.something.

I can see changes on my body, but there are no changes on the scale.
And that kills me.

I know you guys don't really care about this, but I loved my campers this past week. They were so adorable and so wonderful, I just wanted to take all of them home.
Of course, during the week, I couldn't wait for it to be over!
Nothing amazing guy-wise, which I hate. I went kayaking with one guy I've had my eye on... Then he didn't talk to me for pretty much the rest of the week (probably because all the rest of the guys were making comments, like guys do).

Eating was baaad. We have breakfast, lunch, and dinner every day, plus a snack before bed, and on nighttime breaks the counselors usually go raid the kitchen.
I raided maybe two nights out the the week?
But it's not like I can openly starve myself at camp. Not when I have little girls copying my every food move.
And that kills me, too.

So, I'll see you guys next week. Hopefully with more exciting things to report on other than my non-existent starvation, amazing campers, and lack of male affection. :]

Love you guys.


  1. Aww I think its wonderful that you like the campers! Being a counsellor would be miserable if you didn't enjoy them :)

  2. I've really missed your posts! That sounds soo creepy haha, but really :)
    Glad you're having fun with your campers, try not to worry too much about eating and stuff; like you said they're going to be copying you, and besides, I think it'd be nice if all of us could just get fricking food off the brain for a week, yeah? Like that's going to happen, but you know what I mean hopefully.
    Have fun [:

  3. Aww, I love summer camp. Really don't worrie about food because honestly we all deserve a break. Hope you have a good weekend. :)

  4. ah the male mind, so simple yet so difficult. i wish i was doing better too. try to relax k. thats what camp is for