Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Spring Break

Just found out we're going to Cocoa Beach, Florida for spring break.

So, that means it's time to actually lose some fucking weight here.
I want to wear a bikini for the first time in my life.
It's never going to happen.

I woke up this morning at 172.4, same as yesterday.
After school, after eating only one cereal bar (100) and two Fig Newtons (90) I was 172.2.
Umm, what?

I went on a little mini-eating spree, yet again.
After that I was 172.0.

What the fuckkk?!?
Is it even possible for my body to go into starvation mode that quickly when I'm still this fat??
I don't think so.
This makes no fucking sense in my brain.

Oh well.

1 comment:

  1. Body is a strange thing. I know that my body takes up everything that I eat and is fighting like a bitch not to let anything go no matter how I try.

    I hope it works for you though, dear.