Broken Mirrors

Thank you guys for your comments.
I really appreciate it. I've purged three four times in the past two days.
Five times in the past week.
Once with my parents both in the house.
Once with a friend in the house.
And mostly when it's just me.


But I've been being good lately, aside from the purging.
I have, I swear.
The only calories I've consumed other than those I've purged have been cottage cheese every night (1/4 cup, 60 calories), hot chocolate every morning, sometimes the afternoon (150, when I make it at home), and Marley's Mellow Mood Green Tea with Honey every night (120, it's the only thing that helps me sleep at night).


I'm eighteen a week from January 27 (yesterday).
I'm so excited.
I can finally get my tattoo (I won't until I'm thinner; I think I'm going to get something to cover the bright red stretch marks on my left hip instead of writing on my ribs). I'll probably wait until after graduation so I have some cash.
And I can get my cartilage pierced (I probably won't though, I have a long history of infections in my ears due to a possible nickel allergy. Now almost anything that goes in my ear piercings makes them infected).


This is kind of long, sorry.
And not very interesting.
I had some really interesting dreams last night.
Interesting to me anyways...


Love you all. :]