Friday, January 28, 2011

Thank you guys for your comments.
I really appreciate it. I've purged three four times in the past two days.
Five times in the past week.
Once with my parents both in the house.
Once with a friend in the house.
And mostly when it's just me.

But I've been being good lately, aside from the purging.
I have, I swear.
The only calories I've consumed other than those I've purged have been cottage cheese every night (1/4 cup, 60 calories), hot chocolate every morning, sometimes the afternoon (150, when I make it at home), and Marley's Mellow Mood Green Tea with Honey every night (120, it's the only thing that helps me sleep at night).

I'm eighteen a week from January 27 (yesterday).
I'm so excited.
I can finally get my tattoo (I won't until I'm thinner; I think I'm going to get something to cover the bright red stretch marks on my left hip instead of writing on my ribs). I'll probably wait until after graduation so I have some cash.
And I can get my cartilage pierced (I probably won't though, I have a long history of infections in my ears due to a possible nickel allergy. Now almost anything that goes in my ear piercings makes them infected).

This is kind of long, sorry.
And not very interesting.
I had some really interesting dreams last night.
Interesting to me anyways...

Love you all. :]


  1. wow you're almost an adult. sorry your ears are so stubborn about jewelry. i had to go through a nasty infection before mine would be properly pierced. i'm glad you're a hula hoop fan (referring to your comment). i just got yelled at for being on the computer. oops. stay strong, doll.
    p.s. my thoughts are in a british accent today. just thought i should share that with someone.

  2. I just started following you. :)

    Congrats on being 18 and finally being able to get tatted!

    I wish I could go down Cottage Cheese Road, but i'm lactose intolerant. :( It seems like such a good stomach-filler, though, and with so few calories and so much protein!