Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Ugh.

Just binged.
One container of caramel-chocolate Ben and Jerry's, two Aero bars.

Not going to throw it up... Not feeling like it.
That was the original plan, but... I dunno. It doesn't feel right.
And both my parents are home.
It's easier when I'm home alone.

Tomorrow, I'll feel like shit, even though I don't right now.

I think I might ask K to my senior ball.
I dunno.
He'll probably say no.
Or he'll say yes because he feels bad for me.
Fuck.

edit:
Just kidding. I'm not going to ask him.
Jesus, what kind of loser am I?

2 comments:

  1. Just try holding on. Best idea is not to be upset about it and move on. I know that is hard, but try forgiving yourself the slip up. It will be better. Stay safe!

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  2. C'mon charlie! you can do this! it's a new year, a new start. let's be the skinny ones this summer, okay? start getting ready for camp, gurl! <3

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