Sunday, January 24, 2010

What to do when your best friend turns out to be a liar.

Well, don't look at me. I don't have all the answers.
I have so much to say though, but I don't wish to bore you all...

First of all, I love my candy bracelet. It is starting to show a little wear after a day, so I'm obviously not going to be able to wear the same one consistently (no, LeahJ, my wrist has not gotten sticky yet XD). Alice, and anyone else, feel free to borrow at will. I actually really like it. I can't wear it in the shower like the rest of my jewelry, and it definitely is tempting at times, but it's a reminder of how hard I've worked so far, and how hard I hve to work to make my goals.

I found another thing to try, I don't know if anyone else has tried this. I wrote my current goal weight (130) on my hand. Actually, I wrote it as 1:30, because I know people will ask questions. Now it's a tangible thing, I can look at it and think, "Do I really, really, really need this?"

Also, my scale has decided to lie to me. It's gut-wrenching. Absolutely gut-wrenching. When your best friend in the world starts spouting lies. Fuck me.

I have to get a new phone. I'm totally bummed, because my old phone was the cutest thing. I'm going to get a Blackberry, I guess. It's only $30 when I renew the contract or whatever. This little phone got its screen cracked when I was being an idiot. I cried. Literally. I've never loved an inanimate object so much. It was there for me through A, C, E, T, J (those are all guys, by the way). I have so much history with this one little phone. I only had it for a year, and they don't sell it anymore. :[

Jesus, did I really just dedicate a whole fucking paragraph to my dead phone?? Someone just put me out of my misery.


  1. It looks just like my phone except mine's black. :)

  2. I might try your techniques! candy bracelet especially.

  3. my weight's going straight on my hand... in time form, thats an excellent idea

  4. I have a Blackberry and I love it, wouldn't get anything else now!

  5. lol, dying phones deserve a whole paragraph just like any other dying inanimate object ;P

  6. like the writing it on your hand idea. x