Broken Mirrors

I forgot to thank everyone for the beautiful comments today- what a jackass I am.
So thank you. :] I love you all very very much.

It's time to start something new.
Something legitimate.

No, it's not another diet or exercise plan.
Kind of. Well. Maybe.

I will eat (not tomorrow, because tomorrow is a fast day!), but when I eat, before I eat, I'm going to write down exactly what I'm eating and why. So there will be no senseless bingeing.
I need to eat less shit, I really do.

So that's my new plan, Stan. Because I don't feel good when I eat food.

Food is supposed to be delicious, life-giving. But when I eat, all I feel is disgust and horror.

That's why I usually consume the most when I'm reading or watching T.V.

OH.
I'll add that to my new plan as well. No eating while distracted. Only focus is on the food.


I'm off to bed, I'm fucking exhausted. Love you guys.