Monday, February 1, 2010

48 hour fast

Started 1 hour ago. I think I can I think I can I think I can...

I completed my first 24hr fast on Sunday, was actually a 30 hour fast. I'm fasting to make my goal weight for my birthday, so I can have some ice cream cake and (try) not feel guilty about it.

I regret, I've been neglecting this lately, what can I say. Some girls at SD talked me out of ending my fast early, bless their hearts. Now I feel accomplished. No, not accomplished. But something else. Something.. Maybe, proud.

My stupid bitch of a religion teacher is failing me because I'm pro-choice. Whatever, ma'am. I will take your 74 and shove it up your ass. This is why I never asked you for a job reference.

My birthday is in two days; so excited!!

On a gloomier note, the guy I want so bad, who I THOUGHT was in my league, but apparently isn't, hates me. Am I really in a lower social ranking than him? I'm beginning to get paranoid, that everyone hates me, that they all think I'm a fat ugly bitch. I think it's true, why wouldn't they?

Going to our rival school basketball game tomorrow. Should be good. May wear the opposing team's colors. Go team. Hooray. (Can you tell I used to be a cheerleader?)

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