Wednesday, February 10, 2010

The Bingeies.

As many of you have now realized, I've been suffering from an extreme case of the Bingeies lately.
After three weeks (and eight pounds), I'm so fucking unhappy. I realized a few things as well.
-The guy who I was concerned about, who I thought might like me, has been fucking with me, like always. Nothing ever changes.
-I will never get everything I want until I'm skinny, end of story.
-I am petrified of becoming close to people.
-I can't see the faint outline of my ribs anymore.

So, I did what any normal unhappy person would do. I stopped eating.

Alright, so maybe I lost control five minutes ago and had two Reese's cups and a lollipop. I didn't eat breakfast. I didn't eat lunch. I don't plan on eating dinner. I did incredibly good today.

So why do I still feel like shit?

1 comment:

  1. Sounds just like me recently :/ I was doing okay until I binged and after that I carried on binging!

    You have done well today though, Stay strong :) x