Wednesday, March 3, 2010

I had done so fucking good today.
Goddammit.

Thank you guys for your sweet comments. I don't usually pay attention to my night weight, it's just a habit. Lets me know how much I ate.
Which, tonight, was a lot.
A lot of bread and fucking cheesecake bites.

So I expect to see a gain tomorrow morning.

I seem to be hovering around 160-162.
GO DOWN DAMMIT.







And yet the voice in my head tells me "It'll go down when you get your goddamn act together. Fat whore."
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2 comments:

  1. heather[hunger]March 3, 2010 at 4:37 PM

    sometimes my mirror tells me that.
    "that fat isnt going anywhere. you look like a fucking linebacker."
    yeah :/
    i hope you feel better ://
    *hugs*

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  2. ScarletMarch 3, 2010 at 5:50 PM

    Aww, babe, I'm sorry about the bread and cheesecake. Um, maybe you can exercise more. I think you're stressing out so much about eating the bad stuff that you're driving yourself to it. If you working out and "canceling" it you won't think about it as much and then find yourself not eating it. Also become a health nut. Read the back of everything. If you see high fructose corn syrup or anything modified or a dye, or something you can't pronounce, don't eat it. That will get rid of a lot of stuff. I hope you feel better babe!
    *hugs*
    XOXO,
    Scarlet <3

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