Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Okay, I'm completely sorry for my little meltdown yesterday. I don't know what was wrong with me- I didn't binge. But I didn't starve. And I couldn't purge.

I was scared shitless to get on the scale this morning (well, afternoon). So I first stepped on in all my clothes. It read 169.4. "Good," I thought, "At least I'll be 168."


New. Low. Weight. And at first, can you believe, I wasn't even excited. Probably because I know it can never stay. But still.

Thank you, all of you, whether you've only read one post of my blog, whether you creep but don't subscribe, and of course to my lovelies who do subscribe. Thank you for putting up with my breakdowns, my binges, my happy days, my sad days, and thank you for your encouraging words all throughout.


  1. Thats what we are here for hun, to support you. To laugh with you. To cry with you. Congrats on your new weight!! I'm soo proud of you!!

  2. Whoo hoo! New low weight! Totally awesome babe!

  3. That's great I wish i knew how much i weighed

  4. Yaaaaaaaaaaaaay low weight! That's a great way to start a new year, isn't it?

  5. Congrats on the low!! And you're so right that it won't stay - maybe you could make it your HW of 2010? Wouldn't that be awesome?!

  6. That is a hell of a way to start a year alright lol
    I love when your weight surprises you, this'll be an excellent year, and we're all here with you !!
    SS!! xx