terrifying

I'm so scared to go to school tomorrow. On the bright side, it's a dress down day. But if I'm not casted I'm going to be devastated. Must hope hope hope for the best.

Mostly, I'm afraid they're going to cast one girl simply because it's her senior year. But she's had a part in every show since seventh grade! So, all in all, I do believe it's time to pass the torch. I'm so nervous. I want this more than I've wanted anything ever. With the exception of wanting to be skinny...

Fuck.