Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Aw, fuck.

Who am I kidding?

Liquid fasting tomorrow. Hells yes.
I can say "No," to the donuts and cookies my teacher brings as a snack for our AP exams.
I can keep my chicken broth in a Thermos and drink it at lunch.
I can leave my money at home and not buy anything.
I can go home and RUN before ballet.
And then drink as much water as physically possible.
I want inches between my thighs.
And a canyon between my ribs and hips.
Instead of this glacier of fat that wobbles on my abdominal region.
I can do it.

IcanIcanIcanIcanIcan.

5 comments:

  1. You totally can. And it will be totally worth it!

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  2. Yes you can my dear...put your mind to it and you can have the world! So what if it was a few mental health hours? Sometimes we need those to get back into the game!
    XOXO,
    Scarlet<3

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  3. You can do it! Go for it! Rah rah rah.

    That's the extent of my cheerleading prowess. Seriously, I know you can and you WILL.

    <3

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  4. First of all, thank you, love, for the amazingly touching and beautiful comment. You made me smile and want to tear up all at the same time.

    Secondly, yes, you are perfectly capable of doing this today, you CAN do it, I believe in your strength and resolve and determination. I've seen it come to fruition before and I KNOW it will happen again. Keep your amazing goal in mind...keep those ends in sight...It's ALL so worth it, isn't it? Food...eating...it's all a ruse. None of that temporary satisfaction is EVER worth giving up all that we strive for, ultimately.

    Today, I will be with you. Not in a physical creeper kind of way. But mentally, and in spirit. In girlypowerlet'snotletfoodbeatus kind of strength. <3

    P.D.

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  5. fucking donuts.

    i hate whoever invented them

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