Thursday, May 27, 2010

"We're creatures of the underworld. We can't afford to love."

That's from Moulin Rouge, one of the best movies of all time. Give me Baz Luhrmann over James Cameron, any day.

I feel like I've been away from you guys for an age.
But it's really only been a day.

I'm trying to think of something good to say, but nothing's coming.
I'm not interesting or exciting.
Just fucked up.

So I've been working on this post for an hour.

I really have nothing to say.

I came on yesterday, to check on everyone and see how everything is going. Didn't post. Went for a run.

Came home today. Checked everything out.
Went for a run.
Went to a meeting for cheerleading (My coach, who I haven't cheered for since last year, said to me "Wow, you look great! Have you lost weight?!" Made me smile for a little bit. I'm going to be the only senior on the football cheer team, yay).
Came home.

Jesus, I'm fucking pathetic.

I've been running since yesterday (it feels like ages. But I'm already feeling better while running, after two days (pathetic), except for the awful side cramps I get. I'm working on the whole "stretching" thing, I've never really been a fan. XD

I must admit though, my running is not solely weight loss motivated. Eheheh. A guy I liked earlier this year, V, has started training for football, as always, and his running route goes straight by my house. I don't run on the street (too many people staring at my fat jiggling) so I go across the street from my house and run in the cemetery. I figure, eventually, we'll run (HAHA, RUN) into each other, right?


Well, I'm off to do... God knows what. Not eat. Eating has been moderately good these past couple of days. I finally got my period (I know, I know- too much!), and promptly lost my voracious appetite.

I'm going to sleep.
Not studying for my history test.


  1. I have been so m-i-a here lately. I sowwy.

    Moulin Rouge is one of my die hard fav's. I'm so old I actually saw it in the theater when it came out. How trippy. Love the soundtrack even more.

    I love to run. Well, loved. My knee is fucked up. Joy.

    You're not pathetic. I'm on here so much it's not even funny. <------ see no laughter.

    I adore jou.

  2. ok so the first time i saw moulin rouge or even heard of it was like two months ago. i watched it and instantly fell in love!! ive probably watched it 10 times, no aggeration since thn. and im so happy tht youve been doing well on your eating. and congrats on you compliment!!

  3. "So, I don't think you're stupid, not at all! You're just like me. :]

    But, I'm stupid. So who knows?"

    bahahaha charlie, you make me laugh. i actually laughed out loud when i read this

    and dear god, i hope you at least run through the cemetery during the day, that is so effing creepy.

    i cant even count how many times i have coincidentally run past a crushes house or asked to go to the bathroom right after he does in school..... hahah so sad.

  4. ur comment made my heart smile :)
    damnit, i wish i was running like you, i need to get into exercising again... im super jealous. and how cool it would be to be a cheerleader... we dont really have cheerleaders in australia... certainly not iin many of our highschools anyway... but that sounds awesome :P
    we think my sister'll be fine, and btw, the colours make everyone joyful :DDD
    love uuu