Scared.

I'm so scared to weigh myself right now.

I'm scared to find out that every single effort I put forth this week, every single time my stomach protested from lack of food, was for naught, after yesterday.
I'm scared to see that I haven't lost any weight this week, and I'm not closer to my goal.

I'm scared.


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So, maybe not all for naught.

156.6, which I think is good. I can't remember exactly, but I think last week around this time I was 159 after eating too much. Who the fuck knows. I was probably 157 and probably only lost 0.4 pounds. Oh well. It's a start, right?

Charlie's Plan For This Week
Monday
Breakfast: Nothing
Lunch: 1 cup of cherries, 1 cup of cantaloupe, and a few whole wheat crackers
Dinner: 1 cup of chicken broth, 1 cup of cherries

Tuesday
Breakfast: 1/2 cup of cantaloupe
Lunch: A few whole wheat crackers, cheese stick, and a banana
Dinner: Salad

Wednesday
Breakfast: Oatmeal
Lunch: Salad
Dinner: 1 cup of chicken broth

Thursday
Breakfast: A few whole wheat crackers
Lunch: Salad, cheese stick
Dinner: Tomato soup

Friday
Breakfast: Nothing
Lunch: Tomato soup
Dinner: Any leftover fruit

Saturday:
Liquid fast

Sunday:
Fast




There. Now that I told you guys my plan, I'm required to stick to it. REQUIRED.