Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Give up.

It's useless.
What's the point?
There is no point.
You're never going to be good enough.
You're never going to get what you want.
You're never going to get everything done.
No one's ever going to love you.
You're always going to be fat.
You'll never be perfect.
You're always going to fuck up.
You'll never succeed.
Forget about college.
You're not getting in with those grades.
Forget about guys.
No one's ever going to like you with that fat stomach.
Forget about friends.
It's not like they really like you anyway.
Forget about yourself.
Like you were really that great?
You're always going to be two giant steps behind.
You're always going to be a loser.
You're never going to get what you want,

Just give up.


  1. Please don't give up. NONE of those things are true. You CAN get into college, it is possible to succeed! You are worth it. You are wonderful and you deserve to be loved and cared for. I love you and I wish I could show you in more ways than just this.

    I know your ED tells you that you have to be perfect, BUT YOU DON'T. Its okay to be human. Sometimes we make mistakes. But if you give up, you will always fail, and that's more unbearable than only failing sometimes.

    YOU CAN DO THIS!! You are wonderful and sweet and you HAVE WHAT IT TAKES. Believe that and know that because its true.

  2. Awww hunni. If you give up, how are you ever supposed to recognize the good but little things in your life? I love you lot's huni. feel better!

  3. Never give up!!!! You don't know what's in your future, you're not a psychic! Your grades are not bad and you will get into a good college. You will get a boy one day, and you do have friends, and you're a great person! I know it's probably been an off day, but none of which is written up there is true. You're amazing, and it's about time you realized that!

  4. I can really relate to this list at the moment, as everything on life seems to be shattering before my eyes.

    But you have to try and hang on, through everything with gritted teeth and clenched fists. It'll make you stronger; and prove just how much you can do...

    Its like they always say, never say never, right?
    Haha, well, I didnt say I was good at the the optimism thing, but hey. I have plenty of love for you, and you have plenty of time to sort out all this stuff in your head.

    Take a breather, go for a run, take a shower...something like that. Clear your head and look at things with fresh eyes. And if your still feeling blue, you can talk to me :)

    Love Sun-Lit~ xx

  5. dont you give up!! just think that you can do these things that you can get better and succeed. you will =]