Thursday, April 29, 2010


Even though intake wasn't the best today, I managed to be 159.0 at the end of the day (didn't weigh myself this morning....Was afraid).
Then I had two mini bowls of cereal.

Not perfection, but I'm getting there.

Prom is TOMORROW. My hair appointment is scheduled, my nail and toenail appointment is scheduled, my dress is hemmed, my shoes are silver, and I'm just... not excited.
I should be.
I know I should be.
I mean, it's my Junior fucking prom.

But I'm not excited.
Maybe because I know it's just going to be a disappointment.
God knows I've had enough of those in my life.

PollyDolly said, "honestly, sometimes its because guys are afraid of rejection so they aim lower. i know, i know, everyone says that just to make you feel better, but half the time its true."

I don't believe it, but it does make me smile to think that.
Thank you guys for all your wonderful comments and for dealing with me when I'm being absolutely crazy and pathetic (and if I get a comment saying I'm not... well, I won't believe you!) and psychotic.
I love you guys.


  1. Prom is what you make it out to be (: Have high hopes and spirits, and you'll for sure have a good time!!

  2. YOU'RE NOT PATHETIC :] Haha, don't believe me-- but you really aren't :)

    Random stupid question; how old are you, bytheway? Maybe not getting overly excited over prom is a good thing; I'm sure there's going to be a lot of girls let down tomorrow because they were redic excited from all the hype.

    Try to make the best of it :]

  3. I'm crazy, too! But you're losing weight. That is all that matters:)

    How was prom, anyway?